Tryna to rectify the situation before

I spiral out of control. 

I think drinkin while drivin

Textin while driving

Lovin one while lovin another

LITERALLY.

All have the same effect..

DANGEROUS.

Not being able to choose

Greed.

26.

single black man.

very easy on the eyes.

amazing smile.

32.

caramel complexion.

dark features

$$$…pLays apart only as I AGE

Im aging..wow

Living just to die.

Im ok with that.

28 

wow.

you again?

my geezus.

WHY you again?

32..32..yeah i like 32

just as much as I like 26

Then theres the other 26

in and out

of town that is

mine to be exact

comes and goes

few drinks

he talks i listen

i talk he stops

cuz its rare that i talk

he always has the floor.

so i speak

he listens

holds on

TO 

EVERY

WORD.

The #’s

are men

not..how many

..your smart you can figure it out.

26..mmm yeah ur great

well as great as someone whose not for me can be

or maybe your right for me

and im wrong for you

kind of like how 28 was to me

Where did they all come from?

Id prefer for there to be none

90% of the time

BUT then theres times when

well see heres the thing

Love pLays apart in everyones life

iLove my family

ILove my friends

iLov(ed) you

and now im back to lovin me

and boy this is scary.

Cuz now no one can convince me to love 

you…26 or 32, or 28 or the other 26

so you are all now just numbers

and im runnin em……

JESUS, THE WHEEL PLEASE.

…and this is scary, to tell the truth your a nightmare but boy i want you right here..”

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